tbqh

sigh
i've been thinking this morning
i really want to leave the kpop fandom, but i need new things to do u_u
well not the kpop fandom, i want to leave the shinee fandom basically because i only listen to them nowadays
sigh so what should i do
orz orz
i love them so much it's unhealthy already so yeah i need to leave them
poor shinee everyone is leaving them

i should start cooking or smthg

bday wishlist

lmao I forgot about this
well actually i am planning to ~reward~ myself for my birthday

so i am so confused what to buy because i want everything in this world
okay these are the things that i want and i might get one of these for myself lol

- simple plan - get your heart on (sob i have always wanted this orz)
- shinee - the shinee world concert in japan photobook
- shinee - diary (sob i don't use diaries but the pics are awesome kjshadkl)
-onew
- lots and lots of hairbands with ribbon kjsdhkjh the ones in sunway pyramid ;~;
- oh yes ok this is shinee's again.. hm QueenCy's DVD u_u she stalked shinee a lot i want her dvd lskdhds
- uhm a new bag ?
- onew
- ring ding dong & the shinee world sobbb the shinee world will do i love all the songs in this album
- harry potter dvd box set lol
- new shoes ;~;
- onew
- can i get an onew sob
- pls

okay so yeah
i want to leave the shinee fandom tbh i hate sme you're making me wanting everythinggg
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lol okay so

I was backtracking my blog
and I found this http://natashaismail.blogspot.com/2011/01/this-week-is-worst-week-ive-ever-had.html
I don't remember this at all why. It was my worst week but lol how can I not remember it...........

anyway going to make birthday wishes this weekend!

sigh

my body is acting up :(
well this will happen when the exam is coming lol
but tbqh i don't really feel the stress?

well probably this is a sign for me to start studying lol
i haven't decide where to stay on study week
home = on renovation
this house i'm currently staying = no one will be around sigh, and my eating schedule will be so fucked up because i'm lazy

so hmmmmm probably stay at home....and go to the library everyday ?
idk
hm
and trying so hard to reduce my time spent on shinee.............tbh
i hate the fact they are doing so many activities at the end of the year kjshdadfkja

2nd day of december

wow
i'm going to be 21 in a month :/
sigh

anyway our debate has been brought forward at 5am.
we have to be there at 3.....
sigh
it's 1243 i don't think i will sleep orz
and
uhm
i have morning class tomorrow it's at 830 :(
so basically i will be awake for 24 hours.........................since i woke up at 830 this morning............ok