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sigh

i don't know if i am in the right position to say this but hm
or maybe i am not going to say anything at all
i might be at fault in this, but you're not right either
you could have just told me
well it's the past, idk maybe because it doesn't affect you

anyway it's going to be december in 2 hours
wow please be nice

YEAY

Su is back weeeeeee
idk but I'm starting to get busy nowadays I don't even know if I can meet her somehow :(
but can't wait to meet her anyway, will try to squeeze in time here and there.

sigh next week
I have 2 reports to submit based on the seminars we attended.
lots of past year questions from various subjects
OH AND me and Amila entered a debate lol a Malay debate for our carry mark :(
sigh but we didn't prepare anything and oh they debate is on the 2nd of Dec at 6 freaking AM.
MORNING.
AND MODULES ON THE WEEKEND SIGH

hey we had a seminar on sunday morning ^-^

lol it went wayyyy better than what I expected yay
So basically the seminar is about business at a young age and the speaker is like 21 years old fml tbqh
It was very interesting \o/

And now I'm here in Shah Alam sob going back would be such a waste with all the petrol since I need to comeback tomorrow for classes u_u
First Sunday to be in Shah Alam for this semester tbh

And we will be having more seminar tomorrow, it is organised by our class ^-^

sigh I hate being here in Shah Alam sob I'm so behind in the SHINee fandom orz they are so active :(
and Super Show 4 in Seoul sigh

okay whatever I'm going to see SUJU in 2 weeks *excited*

oh wow time flies

Final is getting nearer :o
It's like in 1 and a half months.
Seriously everything went so fast sigh

scary stuff

lmao not that scary hmm okay i rather say it's creepy
it's been 3 weeks that hm
i always look at the clock when it's 12:14 on the afternoon and at night
the only thing i could think of about this is hm Onew's birthday orz
but seriously
everyday
twice
no joke
it's not like i plan to look at the clock at that time
but it has been like this for 3 weeks it's so creepy :(

and sometimes 9:23 that's hm key's birthday lmao but this well not everyday but yeah lots of times in a week
why can't i look at idk 02:01 or 01:02!!! that's my birthday!

oh speaking of which........i am going to be 21 in like one and a half months why

HAY GUYS

I am going to that MO.A MNET LIVE ~.~
I bought the RM250 ticket yesterday~
I got a pretty nice seats yey \o/
Well idk it's far from the stage but lol that's the only ticket I can afford and it's numbered!
All the other tickets are free standing/free seating, dnw to come early orz

cries limited food for the next few months again..........................

My biggest dilemma ok ;~;

So basically this KPOP CONCERT by MNET is confirmed...
I really wanted to go, I mean yes lots of K-pop idols came here already, and I am sure lots more will come in the future.
I really wanted to see f(x) :( and SUJU again, yes I know I have seen them twice.. up close..
but this is a k-pop concert. WITH f(x) sob.
and I am starting to like B1A4 :(

Well I planned to go for the cheapest ticket but sob the cheapest ticket is RM180.
I worked on the 4-month holidays..to save money....for SHINee..yeah that is my biggest problem now.
I have been starving now in university, just so that I won't overspend, so that I won't miss the SHINee concert/fan meeting.
but lmao SHINee has been to all the parts of the world except Malaysia T_T

yeah I really wanted to go, but I have money issues, well not really anyway..
If I bought the cheapest ticket, I will still manage to go to any SHINee events here, if there's any.

The thing is..how do I say this..............................
ugh idk how to put it in words T_T
buying the cheapest ticket is not my thing because idk i think it's not worth it
plus it is a free seating+standing concert i have to queue i hate queuing :(

SHOULD I GO OR NOT

AND ALSO my sister couldn't join me because of SPM T_T

damn why SUJU and f(x) ugh
why SMTOWN artists ughhhhhhhh
I mean if it was SMTOWN I won't think twice ha ha
SMTOWN WORLD LIVE TOUR of course Malaysia ISN'T part of the world


SHINee PLEASE COME I WANT TO SPEND MY MONEY ALREADYYYYY
having this amount of money but you can't actually use it because you want to use it for this particular thing which might not even be happening
i am hurt :(

cries bless your soul if you actually read this T_T

HI ._.

When was the last time I posted here
Cries no one wants to know about my boring life
The things I do in my life..........going to class, making less friends and uhm stalking SHINee orz

Anyway hm I had 3 tests today, the first one was Life and Health Insurance, the questions are pretty easy, if I happened to read the notes.
Being me......I don't read.....but well I think I managed it ?

Contracts Law.....................hm I don't read this subject at all! But I love Mr Tan and I still remember the things he said in classes.....except the cases and sections ~.~
butttt he suddenly said it was an open book test \o/

Mandarin Test lmao orz I caught few words but sob I suck at Mandarin language I should have taken up Korean T_T
but oh well I think I did better than most of the people in that class just now...............

cries Taemin is only 18 and he is going around the world right now why am I still here ok out of topic

by the way I actually love my life right now basically I am alone again!!!!!!
sob the beauty of being alone you don't have to wait for anyone :D