lmfao

you know
when you live above all these restaurants
and you have promised yourself not to spend a lot on foods
because the only things i spent on here in shah alam is food well other than those damn expensive books :(
and you know when you don't even apply for ptptn
and you need to cut down on your expenses
so you uhm don't eat dinner

but there are freaking restaurants downstairs
and people are cooking
and the smell ;A;

i can even hear the sound of rice being put into the rice cooker
crying tbh i was like "tu bunyi berasssssss" :(
okay i will eat as much as i can this weekend because i am so hungry :(

oh and i only have rm4 tomorrow i hope i can survive until 7pm!

presentation on grooming ^____^

we have to do presentation for MGT538
so my lecturer gave us the topics today
lmao i was really hoping for grooming and our group got the topic ^_^
but we have to be the 1st group to present it's okay tho

well the other topics are
uhm communication, time management, stress and one other boring topic

my body isn't cooperating orz

with the stress
friends
i miss semester 2 when i was alone 24/7 i cared about no one and no one cares about me and stuffs like that
ugh i got my second period of the month today
great



well at least onew posted this today
i am so happy u don't even know now i can study happily ^____^

the things happened today

No. Not about facebook haha
I don't really want to say it here but hmmmmmm

It may sounds like I am the selfish one.
But if I were them I wouldn't ask anyone to hm how to say this
I would know my limit and ugh ok whatever

They realised the changes on my face just now and now i feel bad :(

idek why am i so kind and stuff ugh

you know that moment

when uhm
you feel like breaking things
and you only want to cry
uhm
idk what to do anymore ha ha
it's only the second week kasljddfhjsafhksdjkfhksdhaslkjhdkjashdfdhsaklhfkjsd

i don't even feel like eating properly :( these junk foods.............

anyway i am glad that shinee won't be coming here anytime soon because this sem will be so busy and i am so scared that i won't be able to make it and stuff
sob i hope they will make their korean comeback next year ;A;

1st week of 3rd semester~

sooooo i like my new house and housemates~
and my new room is okay too ^_^
so on monday the classes started at 8.30 and the first class was QMT425 and lol i like the lecturer but she's too soft ;~;
so i was like dozing off half the class :(
well monday was okay my classmates were like "tashaaa kenapa kurus sangattttttttt" and i was like "mana adaaaaa" orz

then on tuesday orz INS533 the subject all of were scared the most because of the reputation of the lecturer
the seniors always warned us about him tbh
but i find him really good so i think i will like him but it's insurance law so.........
and my classmates that didn't see me on monday were like "tashaaa kenapa kurusss" and i was like ".....ye ke"

and and on wednesday there's jamuan hari raya uitm we got to eat for freeeeee. and i saw few of my matriculation friends and they were like "kenapa tasha kurus sangat" me------- "..."
and omg lucky us that we went to the jamuan early it was raining cats and dogs right after we went back :D

thursday orz i don't get why but all the foods finished at 1230 i ended up eating maggi :(
and again people were calling me kurus orz

cries we already have so much assignments on the first week :(

but i like all my lecturers this sem! and sdjkfhakdfjh my mandarin language lecturer is a chinese muslim from china!!! she doesn't know malay at all hehehehe
and she reminds me of han geng ;A;

well anyway i don't think i am thin ........... maybe i was really fat before this orz

oh man

the only thing i am going to miss about this holiday is fangirling over shinee tbh
staying up late
because most of shawols are from europe so i have to like stay up so that i can join the fun orz
OTL OTL OTL

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but
okay
i promised myself to do well this sem so ^_____^
and spend less money
cries
last sem, i spend at least rm10 in a day............. bus lunch dinner.......rm8 for foods
sob but i don't think it's possible to cut down foods cries
how
what should i eat
i only eat chicken
how T_T
o kay hmmmm if i don't bring money to classes i will have nothing to spend...............mhm
well that might works orz
we'll see orz

crying

enjoying my last days of fangirling tbh
;_;
if you follow me on the other blog orz you would know how i spam
cries
well tbh
i won't be online much next week i will be leaving my laptop at home
sob because i don't know my housemates room mates and they are not even uitm students
so i don't think i can trust them yet
well i will see next week~
and i am so worried tbh i don't even know them ;_;
if i can't get along with them i think i will find another house because seriously lmao i can't

sob
waking up early to go to class everyday
take a bus, i will bring car but nope not going to use it to classes~
cries forever on mp3, alone ;_;

oh talking about mp3 heeeeeee i have a new cheap mp3
last sem i used to listen to songs using my phone
but you know the battery will dry out fast and my sister bought this cheap mp3 and lol i want one too
but it's a cheap mp3 what do you expect
cries the flaws ;_;
it will turn to the first song every time it is switched on
so it will be stupid if i have 3247238947 songs in it, and it will plays the first song first no matter what
and not to mention.......there's no shuffle mode
so........
there are only shinee's songs in it
all their songs hihihihiihihihih

oh anyway yea
cries
idk
how to make friends
so
expect another sem without friends ;_;
lmao i have friends
but
well wtv
cries i will miss tumblr tbh ;_;

that's about all good night ♥

lmao

lmao so i was sick
and had a terrible menstrual cramps

i slept at 8 this morning and woke up at 1030 and i was like struggling trembling fighting the cramps
for like half an hour
so i was like no i have to wake up and shower
and i stand up and everything went black lmao remember i didn't eat anything yesterday orz
serves me right
and i took my towel and i fell and i stayed there like 5 minutes but i really think i need to shower
so i went to the bathroom and lmao
i didn't wash my hair because idk orz i nearly fainted in there so i got out of there quickly
took some milo
and
now
i think
i really need
to wash my hair

sob
i hope i can sleep peacefully tonight

7:34AM

didn't sleep
sob
i am so sleepy ;A;

me2day

sob sneezing coughing non stop and sore throat ;A;
the tissues are now my best friends T_T
and this time of the month orz i don't think i'll be sleeping today
oh and the only thing i eat today is 3 spoons of chocolate cake ;A;
cries this must be because of the foods i've been eating the past few days

uni starts in less than a week
idk
lmao
i am excited
but can i just stay at home orz

Eid

well uhm
nothing much happen tbh
but we had the best fireworks this year ^______^
and yeah i didn't even eat much i wonder why.......................

oh btw
we watched smurfs today :D
me and the whole family
cousins aunts
we took up the whole 2 rows~
the movie was well okay